Crazy
I've calmed down. More or less.
I'm beginning to feel like feelings about my marriage, etc. are taking over my life. Friends call, I don't call back. I'm kind of avoiding my family. I don't DO anything. I just feel so lost right now. It's that this is all I can think about. And it's so hard to explain, these feelings. I'm just off-balance. I drink too much. I spew bitter comments about H.
It's getting to be too much, this separation limbo. Yes, we're separating, but we live together. We're still financially intertwined. It's so so hard.
Oh, gotta go, y'all. Staff meeting.
Oh, and AIGA conference is this week. Four days out of town, yay! And I'm really hoping to see some faces I haven't seen in a while. Oh, and talk about design. :)
I'm beginning to feel like feelings about my marriage, etc. are taking over my life. Friends call, I don't call back. I'm kind of avoiding my family. I don't DO anything. I just feel so lost right now. It's that this is all I can think about. And it's so hard to explain, these feelings. I'm just off-balance. I drink too much. I spew bitter comments about H.
It's getting to be too much, this separation limbo. Yes, we're separating, but we live together. We're still financially intertwined. It's so so hard.
Oh, gotta go, y'all. Staff meeting.
Oh, and AIGA conference is this week. Four days out of town, yay! And I'm really hoping to see some faces I haven't seen in a while. Oh, and talk about design. :)
posted by reallymadcow at 12:14 PM
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